Violated

my heart beats faster
my secret revealed in an instant
eyes leave my sockets as I process the news
not only can any one see me
but they can see my secret.


it shows, without explanation.
people judge, comment, and hate on it
but its my secret

My Boy Rules from OCT. 2013

1. Do not cuddle with a boy unless we are in a romantic relationship
2. No kissing a boy on the lips unless I am in a relationship with him
3. Should a boy initiate a kiss with me, I should stop it
4. I want to value myself and the commitment I make to someone

The Standards I wished for myself (in 2013)

•  jewish
• cares about treating friday night as a family night or just as a special night
• does cute things